Boo!

After 4 months of silent, i have news for you. Something that i never thought of doing, never cross my mind and certainly not on my things-to-do-before-i-die list.. im getting married. To the man i met while travelling to Alaska..
Some say it is a fairy tale, some say its too soon, but i think it is perfect. Im done doing things my way, well not really but im not letting an opportunity slip away either. I will somehow manage my new chaotic life which i hope would fill with new adventures, new problems and new eye opener. I crave for something different for so long and the answers might just be in a new life, new place and a new me..
Im not writing to tell you how the wedding preparations are going right now (it's crazy!) and i certainly wont be writing about my new man (he's not crazy, i am). But i would love to share my new experience living abroad, being married, new culture and my new toys (ahem, sure you know what it is my friends). Leaving my friends and family are the last thing on my mind but as they say, 'when you gotta go, you gotta go'. And the ride will begin in 16 days as of today, you have no idea how i feel. It's all a mixed feelings that i cant even describe. Coming from a very protective background, i must say these reactions im having right now is not a pleasant one. I do everything as if im dying in 16 days when actually, i'll be starting a new company, like a merger or something with someone that i could also call my own. A commitment that is binded by the law (damn!) where you cant just runaway when things fall apart or when you are bored and dump him. Now i know why people actually walk out of their own wedding. Dont get me wrong.. i wont do that. But i understand now the pressure of delivering your best to one person for the rest of your life! Scary? Maybe it is just how i see it from my eyes. But i hope it will do me good.. It certainly made my parents happy. And nothing compares to that.
That made me into thinking, how far would you go to make someone happy? How strong do you have to be to live a life far away from your loved ones? And when does it all end? The answer for me right now is.. i may never know. But i will challenge everything that comes my way without any fear in me and embrace every moment of it.. after all, i am his daughter. So bring it on.. test me. I am unpredictable.